black swan.

this movie was absolutely amazing.
most definitely watching again…

cherry pop x warpaint.

finally, cherry pop gear has arrived!

$20.00 a shirt, e-mail wecherrypop@gmail.com for inquiries.

therapeutic cleaning.

it’s currently 3:49 ante meridiem.

after a 12-hour work day (hooray for double-shifts) that followed a night full of lucid dreams, i’m quite the opposite of what i was feeling earlier in the night.

i am no longer
fatigued,
exhausted,
weary,
deprived of sleep..

but i am
antsy,
restless,
uneasy,
in a total state of insomnia.

today’s been an interesting one. no, the events that made up my january 7th wasn’t anything out of the norm, but just the thoughts that were going inside my head..

i’m sure they had a lot to do with the things i were dreaming about in the previous night (man, if only i can fully explain these mind-boggling dreams i’ve been having as of late)..i mean, seeing how they were lucid dreams, everything felt so real.

every touch,
every look,
every word,
just every single scenario.

seems like i can’t fully shed the events of 2010 from the workings of my subconscious mind.

 

total bummer.

 

BUT.

i will not revert back to the over-analytical self-induced mind-fuckery. best believe that.

 

anyway, my mind bugged me so much that instead of making a comeback at falcon lounge (where all the usual suspects romp around..oh how i miss you guys, it’s been a while), i decided to go straight home after work to finally clean my pigsty of a room.

i mean, wouldn’t you want to run home and clean if this was how your room greeted you for about two weeks or so? (yes, call me filthy, what have you. it’s not my fault i’m always working double-shifts that have me coming home between 11-12am, sheesh.)

started cleaning around 12:15 ante meridiem, finished at about 2:45 ante meridiem or so..

yes, i still haven’t erased my mirror, those dark spots are from when i had my yorkie-schnauzer named troy & he loved to pee on my carpet, and those yoshi house slippers were a christmas gift for the roommate steven :)

i even threw out old mail, unnecessary paperwork, etc, that i’ve been stacking up.

all the unread, outdated la weeklys?

 

discarded.

 

i think 2011 will be the year i get rid of my cluttered ways..
maybe go as extreme as reverting to my ocd tendencies….

maaaaaaaaybe.

 

what i’m happy about the most is that i finally have a desk setup now.
before, i just used to throw my things on it and have papers strewn everywhere.
you couldn’t even see any part of the surface.

but now…

ta-da!
and, of course, me being korean, i would be eating ramen.
speaking of which, i think the insanity that is my mind is affecting my eating patterns/habits….

 

tres horrible! but gluttony is sooooo fun to engage in…

 

anyway, it’s safe to say that this therapeutic cleaning session has been a good one. i think tomorrow i’ll knock out the bathroom, scrubbing the bathtub with bleach included.

 

& look how long my hair’s grown!

as i’m in my favorite wonder woman shirt, harhar.

my hair’s longer now..not so much pin-up but total china doll.
in its super annoying & ugly stage of growing out.
I WANT TO CUT IT SO BAD!

but i’m resisting the urge.

how?

by tying it up (with 190283489 bobby pins) or hiding it inside those knit beret/beanies.

i’m guessing another month or two and it’ll just graze my shoulders…

 

speaking of which, i swear, i’ve had almost every single hairstyle. i should make a collage of all the hairstyles i’ve had so far in my lifetime (if i can even find all the pictures)…

 

 

anywho-hoo.

it’s now 4:46 ante meridiem.

 

i shall attempt to sleep by drowning myself in the sweet croonings of iron&wine.

 

 

good night and good luck.
to me, of course.